Matthew Totusek

Matthew Totusek

To my baby boy Grayson
I want you to know how much you are loved!
Me and your mommy were told by the doctors that mommy was never able to have a baby. We didn't know she was pregnant with you until she was 5 months in. It was a big surprise!! Right now you and mommy are in Vancouver. Mommy has type 1 diabetes which makes this pregnancy really hard on her body, but mommy is doing everything she can to ensure you are safe. Shes going to 5 doctors to make sure you are going to be alright. The doctors say that you will be born before your due date, I am praying that you are going to be okay. I'm In Chetwynd just finished purchasing our new home. I've been getting your room ready buying you clothing, change tables and pampers. I still have yet to get you a crib but that will be soon enough my boy. Right now you are still in mommies belly at 6 months. Shes telling me that you have be kicking and causing quite the storm in there. That's my boy. Ill be coming down to visit on the 21st of this December maybe You can hear my voice while I'm there. Its hard being apart from you and your mom, but its for the best and for your well being, I wish I was there right now to read to you. Ill try to be there as much as I can! I love you Grayson our little miracle, and I cant wait to see you. You’re what’s keeping me strong!

Ill see you soon my boy
Love Dad